Homecoming and Marriage.
Back in Lincoln. It feels great to be in the city where I was raised and to see all the friends I grew up with. Right now I’m just chilling at the University of Nebraska about to meet with an advisor about coming back to finish school. It is nerve racking to think about moving again because everytime I’ve moved it has felt like slowly pulling a band-aid off the kind where all the hairs rip off and your in immense pain. But moving back to a place I’ve already lived would be completely different.
Last weekend my good friend Tim got married and it was beautiful. There is something so powerful about seeing 2 people deciding to spend the rest of there lives with each other. This coming weekend my good friend Ryan is getting married and I’m sure I will feel the same way and it will be alot of fun. In that same breath I am very jealous of both these guys. I don’t think that I’m ready to be married and to wake up every morning and commit to sacrificing myself and being selfless every morning for my wife but I would like to get to that point. The thing I’m mostly jealous about is the companionship that people who are married have. It is wonderful that you can spend everyday with your best friend. Girls are sensitive, gracious, mysterious, beautiful beings and I guess what I’m trying to say is that I can’t wait until I find my girl. But I am willing to wait because the longer I have to grow on my own, becoming a more whole person and dance a more beautiful dance with God before I’m ready to fall in love and get married.
CHEERS to Ryan and Tim I am extremely proud of both of you and I’m glad you have found the women you are going to live an adventure with for the rest of your lives.
By the way the beard and I parted ways.





You will find your mate and when you do it will be a glorious day. Love you bro and keep dancin that dance, while your at it move back to lincoln
nix
November 26, 2009 at 12:27 am
i just want to let you know that i really enjoy reading you blog and i hope that you keep up to date with it. : ) i enjoyed what you said about marriage and relationships and how selfless you need to be. i completely agree. keep posting more!
love,
cat.
cat.
November 30, 2009 at 3:25 am